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And when I dream of you it makes me sad
I wonder where you are, you make me mad
'Cause I don't know what I should say or do
Don't wanna live again what we've been through

Your ignorance - it scares me more each day
And how I wish I found some words to say
'Cause I'm expecting not to hear from you
And nothing happens if nothing I do

How come they've all been great except for me?
And what the fuck would you want me to be?
You really don't deserve any of this
I wanna shoot you, but I'm sure I'd miss...

Don't get me wrong, believe me, love has gone
In my own mirror I look like a stone
You've left me cold, indifferent, empty, dim,
With all my feelings pushed to the extreme.

And love is hate and hate is love, it's true
When all else fails I'm running straight to you
I laugh, I cry, I cry, I laugh, I'm nuts
I hate, I love, I love, I hate your guts!

Far too well

I had to stop there for a while

And just stare at the stars

No radio, no sounds, ‘cause I’ll

Imagine the guitars

I need a mirror on my windows

So I can hear my thoughts

As I sit back, oh, my mind knows

I’m loving these weird spots

of red on my skin

when my heart decides to spin

in its head, on its own,

spitting images I’ve known

far too well, far too well, far too well

I catch my breath and light my last smoke

of regret

You’re as cold as a stone, yet you make all my senses burn

I’ll accept

If it takes only few to a million tears,

been there, cried them all

I’ll catch you if takes facing my deepest and darkest fears

or watch you when you fall

back to your sense, ‘cause, you see, we can’t go on like that

You think you’ve got it all

Of  your shit and your plans put together and figured out

It’s not your call!

late at night when it’s dark, I’m alone and I’m almost asleep

and I wish it was you

You’ll be here ‘cause you’ll want to hold on and to forever keep

that shiny, spicy glue

of red on your skin

when your heart decides to spin

in its head, on its own,

spitting images you’ve known

far too well, far too well, far too well

Four years, or was it five?

Four years long

Four years strong

No longer me

No longer you

No longer we

How do you do?

I’m just writing to make you mine

I’m checking you out – hope that’s fine

You’re pretty cool, I know you well

I’ve eaten all the shit you sell

You drive me nuts, though, and sometimes

I feel like spitting those cute eyes

Especially since this sick disguise

Can only see me with no price

You’re faking faking a sweet glance

I sit there, near your punk-ass fence

You’re full of lies, and charm, and shit

I still hear your breath bit by beat

Driving me crazy with its dare

I’d kill you, oh I swear, I swear,

It’s not that I don’t think you’re great

and perfect, but you’re four years late

And goddamn, did I try to fit

Thoroughly, step by step, in it

Your godly, magic, universe

I think of it, I need to curse

So fuck this shit we’re doing in my mind

And fuck your tendency to be fake and unkind

And fuck! You once knew, you mind reader!

You weren’t good then, aren’t good now either

It doesn’t end here, hear me out!

You should know what this is about

But hurry the fuck up, already

Learn that my nerves aren’t so steady

Ceva nou

Been staying up late                          

For no reason at all

Just wasting time, fate                       

gave us freedom to fall

Don’t say goodbye, mate! 

Please don’t forget to call

and say hello, oh, oh, oh, u, oh

Spent all my worst nights

and my best ones so far

Some ended with fights,

some with whiskey in a jar

It’s only weird now,

I can’t sleep here, in my car

anymore, oh, oh, oh, oh

Catching my breath for a moment

Before the chorus kicks in

Got no patience, got no patience ‘till you count to five

And I can’t wait, no, I can’t wait for you to feel as much alive

Get my keys, hey! Throw my keys, we’re going for a drive

But 80 miles an hour’s too slow

We’re only singing live

‘ve quit smoking three times,

Had all the reasons to drink

And though nothing rhymes

I’ve spent some hours to think

I won’t forget you

How you threw up in my sink

We had it all, oh, oh, oh, u, oh

I yelled “oh, shit!”, shit!

We’re outta line yet again

Got out, had to hit

the road and get on the train

And I’m so happy

That this last line is in vain

And it’s done

Got no patience, got no patience ‘till you count to five

And I can’t wait, no, I can’t wait for you to feel as much alive

Get my keys, hey! Throw my keys, we’re going for a drive

But 80 miles an hour’s too slow

We’re only singing live

Ceva

I’ve turned the lights off for some time

Can’t even read my thoughts – your mind

Is dwelling too much on the past

My cigarette’s consumed too fast

The ordinary “please don’t tell”

Hasn’t been working out so well

In fact it’s not at all polite

To be somebody else at night

Made sure your victims are in sight

If it feels right then you will fight

And you don’t have to fire a light

‘Cause you’re somebody else at night

It’s rather simple once you know

To enter, conquer, then just go

And even those who start out strong

Get cracked up ‘cause it feels so wrong

You laugh out loud at those who care

You’re so cool, darling, but beware

That memories will begin to bite

If you’re somebody else at night

Hmm...

It is still night, but I know
That the light will show up
What will it truly show
Since we've had that last drop?

My dear friend, I'm clueless
About what's going on
In my head all this mess
Ought to vanish 'till dawn

Nothing feels truly new
But nothing's truly familiar
From my mind's point of view
It's getting grosser and sillier

Still feel so caught up
I still feel so ashamed
My heart's rush just won't stop
Since the best are the blamed

How I entered this race
Is not tough to conceive
In my dream it took place
In my dreams I believe

But my dreams won't come back
Not tonight - no, they won't
Tried to cut my eyes some slack
I say 'close!' , but they just don't

'Cause if they do I'll break the vow
To never ever think of you
It hasn't been working 'till now
It's awfully 5:22.

Pam pam pam

Today’s a better day, I feel
So much closer to a plan
Today I’ve made a new real deal:
To build back what was then

‘Cause years don’t pass by just like that
They teach you to be strong
And I believe that now I’ll get
To prove timing was wrong

‘Cause after this time I still miss
To hear and hold you tight
And I can’t let a love like this
Be gone without a fight

I need one moment with your eyes
I’ll try to share this view
I’ll show you what was really there
And maybe you’ll do, too

But please think: it was wrong, the start
I really don’t want more
And if I can’t get to your heart
We’ll leave it like before

Maybe it’s not even meant to be
And it was just a phase
But what if what you did to me
Was wrong in all the ways?