Hmm...

It is still night, but I know
That the light will show up
What will it truly show
Since we've had that last drop?

My dear friend, I'm clueless
About what's going on
In my head all this mess
Ought to vanish 'till dawn

Nothing feels truly new
But nothing's truly familiar
From my mind's point of view
It's getting grosser and sillier

Still feel so caught up
I still feel so ashamed
My heart's rush just won't stop
Since the best are the blamed

How I entered this race
Is not tough to conceive
In my dream it took place
In my dreams I believe

But my dreams won't come back
Not tonight - no, they won't
Tried to cut my eyes some slack
I say 'close!' , but they just don't

'Cause if they do I'll break the vow
To never ever think of you
It hasn't been working 'till now
It's awfully 5:22.

Pam pam pam

Today’s a better day, I feel
So much closer to a plan
Today I’ve made a new real deal:
To build back what was then

‘Cause years don’t pass by just like that
They teach you to be strong
And I believe that now I’ll get
To prove timing was wrong

‘Cause after this time I still miss
To hear and hold you tight
And I can’t let a love like this
Be gone without a fight

I need one moment with your eyes
I’ll try to share this view
I’ll show you what was really there
And maybe you’ll do, too

But please think: it was wrong, the start
I really don’t want more
And if I can’t get to your heart
We’ll leave it like before

Maybe it’s not even meant to be
And it was just a phase
But what if what you did to me
Was wrong in all the ways?