Daddy cool

The closest person to my heart
Ever since I’ve seen the light
Look how it’s all falling apart
Before I can begin to fight

It’s true, and now I have no doubt
It’s all been part of my sweet youth
The truth will certainly come out
Just when it stopped being the truth

Fate has no mercy for the fact that I
Am trying so hard to be better
So kind, so calm like you I’ll try
To write my overall life letter

Idealistic picture in my mind
Contains you smiling in the front line
So disappointed, still so calm, so kind
and loving, I’m so lucky you’re mine

I’m such a child, I make mistakes
Barely outlined my very first steps
Searching the past, lesson one thousand one
A strong, big heart – it never breaks

So much like you, so close to me
I miss you the very next second
Your gentle eyes I cannot see,
Your kindness that I’ve always reckoned

Strange feeling...

Not only that I left
But I also cried
Not only that it seemed
But it hurt inside

Not only that I'm mad
When my hair's a mess
But I'm really,really so sad
When my pleasure is your stress

Not only that you said you wanted
But I also heard
Not only that it was all for you
But that's what I preferred

Not only that I'll try to keep up
Guess I'll be less a kid
Not only don't I wanna grow up
But I'm so sad you did

Not only is this feeling new
But it is rarely strange
Not only for it's coming from you
But it's a drastic change

Not only that I needed it
But it made me feel you close
Not only that I lost it now
But it was overdose...

...for you...and I'm sorry

Self

How come you've changed
so much
so fast?
How come you've come
to judge
the rest?
How come you care
less
every day
About people - and what they say?

How come you've left
yourSELF
behind?
How come not smiling
crossed
your mind?
How come you're stepping
every
day
On people - and on what they say?

How come you're stressed
a suddden
lot?
How come you've passed
through this
last shot?
How much attention do you pay
To people - and to what they say?

How come you're staying
late
tonight?
How come your dark
seems to be
light?
How come you're that
who won't
obey
To people - and to what they say?

'Cause all good things seem to undo
Feelings lost territory,too
'Cause the same things always hurt you
...These people... - ...and the things they do...