At least I did...

I woke up all alone today
Thought I'd find you on the way
-to the door-
Spent alone all of this time
To find out you were just what I
-was looking for-


But you can't see the pain
In a person's eyes
The first things we think of
When we love are lies

So why am I still here?
Why am I still crying?
Can't I disappear?
Can't you please stop lying?
[Why are you so cold?
Why are you everything I hold
...on to?]


Caught myself inside this dream
Realised I'm not what I seem
-to be-
The victim inside myself grew
That's just why there can't be you
-and me-


But how can you taunt
Me when I smile?
And how can I live
In such denial?


Why am I still here?
Why am I still crying?
Can't I disappear?
Can't you please stop lying?
[Why are you so cold?
Why are you everything I hold
...on to?]


I know you won't come
I know you won't ask
I know you don't care
But please don't take off your mask

I'm here because I love you
I'm here because I cried
I cannot live without you
I don't care if you lied
{Can't say good-bye}
[But please don't be so cold
Because you're everything I hold
...on to]