Strange feeling...

Not only that I left
But I also cried
Not only that it seemed
But it hurt inside

Not only that I'm mad
When my hair's a mess
But I'm really,really so sad
When my pleasure is your stress

Not only that you said you wanted
But I also heard
Not only that it was all for you
But that's what I preferred

Not only that I'll try to keep up
Guess I'll be less a kid
Not only don't I wanna grow up
But I'm so sad you did

Not only is this feeling new
But it is rarely strange
Not only for it's coming from you
But it's a drastic change

Not only that I needed it
But it made me feel you close
Not only that I lost it now
But it was overdose...

...for you...and I'm sorry