Ded

These dreams,they all sway
These tears are so cold
These memories are too far away
For me to hold
Don't go!
I can't learn to say 'no'

You're trying to tell me you do
-but you don't-
I'm trying to tell you I did
-but I won't-
Stay here!
I can't say it,but I want you near

This red light in your mind
Is my white the whole night
I can say that I'm laughing
But I don't - I just might
Don't go!
Forget about this 'no'

Too bad...

You may not wanna hear
You may not wanna feel
You may not want me around you
But then why do u pretend?
In front of u I'll stand
Don't look as if you had no clue

Just watch me as I stare
I'll watch u 'cause I care
I have no choice but missing you
You keep saying that u're fine
You keep saying u're not mine
I swear I could have sworn that was true


What about growing up?
What about ego drop?
I am sure that occured to you
What about saying hi?
What about dropping by?
The beginning of something new

Questioning all my fears
My true love disappears
I'm still into what you left to me
No looking back,now I see
But it's weird that nobody
Is ever what you could have tried to be

II

I refuse to lose
I refuse to play
Don't stay in my way
I'm not leaving
I am falling behind
Pretending not to be
Thanks for watching me
As I stop breathing


It's all in my head
Because I want it to be
The things that I notice
Are the things I wanna see
All that's good,all that's bad
Everything I wanna show
You'll decide what you do
But if you go pls don't let me know

Wonder...

I've locked the door so good behind me
And left the key so that you might find me
I've drowned my hopes,I'm all alone
They're all gone
You're still gone
Come back home

Look at me collapsing
As you keep your eyes shut in the dark
Insecurity kills me
Go away,don't destroy me
Come back here,don't you show me no spark


You're different today
Will you be here tomorrow?
Will you do this my way?
Don't enjoy all the sorrow


We live to learn
We forget,we forgive
But will we for real
Ever learn to live?

At least I did...

I woke up all alone today
Thought I'd find you on the way
-to the door-
Spent alone all of this time
To find out you were just what I
-was looking for-


But you can't see the pain
In a person's eyes
The first things we think of
When we love are lies

So why am I still here?
Why am I still crying?
Can't I disappear?
Can't you please stop lying?
[Why are you so cold?
Why are you everything I hold
...on to?]


Caught myself inside this dream
Realised I'm not what I seem
-to be-
The victim inside myself grew
That's just why there can't be you
-and me-


But how can you taunt
Me when I smile?
And how can I live
In such denial?


Why am I still here?
Why am I still crying?
Can't I disappear?
Can't you please stop lying?
[Why are you so cold?
Why are you everything I hold
...on to?]


I know you won't come
I know you won't ask
I know you don't care
But please don't take off your mask

I'm here because I love you
I'm here because I cried
I cannot live without you
I don't care if you lied
{Can't say good-bye}
[But please don't be so cold
Because you're everything I hold
...on to]

No , bye...

So you've found your way home
Don't have to be there alone {anymore}
So you're ok with who you are
So you are shining like a star
So you are proud of what you are
So that's you!

{Thank you,thank you}
I really appreciate
{But no,thank you,thank you}
I won't remember this date
{Thank you,thank you}
You showed me your smile's a fake
And I'll learn from my mistake


So this is it,you're happy now
So you've forgotten my face somehow
So I will smile and wave goodbye
So I won't have to ask you why
'Cause this is you and you never lie
Good-Bye!

Don't ever come back
I'll never look back

Gone...

I'll miss no smile,I'll miss no kiss
Your touch,your scent,No,I won't miss
I'm moving on,No looking back
I've run away,Please lose my track
Say no good-bye,We'll meet again
Just I won't see you As I did then
My thoughts about you Were so wrong
I guess I've lied To myself all along
Excuses led my way -and-
Denials made me stay -but-
Tonight you look so pale
I think you're about to fail
You are so common,don't know why
The path you showed me I chose to take
Your positivity surprised me,though
Your positivity's a fake

Poate...

[Ma prefac sau chiar nu stiu
Poate-o sa afli mai tarziu
{mai tarziu} dar poate
Departe am sa fiu ]

Poate te cunosc,poate nici nu as vrea
Poate nu-ti cer nimic-Oare sa-ti cer ceva?
Nu stiu...O sa afli mai tarziu
Cand departe am sa fiu

Poate daca ma intorc te-ntorci si tu
Poate chiar ma voi intoarce-sau poate nu
Nu stiu...Lasam pe mai tarziu
Cand poate-aici am sa fiu

Poate-am sa te strig,poate nu vei auzi
Poate lacrimile tale pe fata-mi vor siroi
Nu stiu...Imi vei spune mai tarziu
Cand poate-acasa am sa fiu

Poate fiindca ai plecat cand ti-am zis sa mai stai
Poate ma vei cauta sperante sa-mi mai dai
Nu stiu...Acum e prea tarziu...
Sa mai stiu unde-am sa fiu

Hai...

Hai sa fugarim impreuna un vis
Sa ne-ajunga el din urma,sa-i zicem
ca am decis
Sa intram numai acolo unde scrie
INTERZIS
Si sa facem doar opusul la tot ce
le-am promis


Vantul o sa ne asculte
Cum radem in gand
Si gandul o sa rada de
Ce s-a pierdut in vant
O sa-ti scriu o scrisoare
De pe malul celalalt
O sa ti-o trimit prin soare
Ti-o va topi pe asfalt

Hai sa ne ascundem de un nou apus
Sa il urmarim pe furis pana-a ajuns
Sa se tramsforme in zi
Sa ne vada copii
Sa stea apoi in loc
Sa ne lase langa foc

Si totul are acum alt sens
Nu vreau sa dau explicatii
La ce nu am inteles

Si timpul s-a oprit demult
Asteapta o minune
Sa o ia de la-nceput

Long time ago...

This old street still calls your name
I think I love you- it's not the same
Separate my skin from bones
I'll be playing The Ramones

I'll be home and I'll be high
Give me wings,teach me to fly
Call my name and I'll be there
Say "I love you" and "I swear"

Hold me in your arms so tight
Teach me what is wrong and right
Ask me if I wanna go
And my answer will be no

Take me 'Somewhere I belong'
'My sweet shadow' is now wrong
Write me e-mails...at least letters
And I swear 'Nothing else matters'